Hello readers :). Today has started off rather dull, not too bad though. My throat however is still quite sore from the wine and puking last night but apart from that all is well?
I had mac donalds for lunch just now and it was good~ I haven't eaten their Mc Chicken in ages! I recently (over the past 3 years) switched from Mc Chicken to Spicy Chicken Mc Delux and although its delicious, its really filling. So yeah, 2 days in a row I missed out of my breakfast. I don't think I've stated this out in my previous posts, but my breakfast is quite weird?
Well, it started off years ago when I was still in primary school, standard 1 or 2 if i'm not mistaken when my breakfast used to be cereal whether it was corn flakes, or honey stars. But after seeing my eldest bro eat half boiled eggs, I tried it and not only did I enjoy it, it was so easy to eat! *more like drink*. It takes less than 2 minutes to finish breakfast that can last me through the entire day at school! And it stuck with me ever since. Until today, almost 10 years later, eggs have been my breakfast everyday without fail unless under certain circumstances. The only problem with this, is that you have to wake up earlier to boil the water, and hey whats the big deal with that right? You're gonna wake up to shower, so instead of going straight to the bathroom, boil the water and place the eggs there :). Take a nice shower and when you get out its ready to be gulped down :D.
Its night, and I can't really remember much of what happened... Mainly because I've been stressing for the past few hours. Remember the birthday plan I was stressing about this week? Yeah, i was told that she had dinner plans with her parents so i cancelled it... And just a few hours ago, I asked her if she had plans she said no... Like wtf. Now i'm last minute planning EVERYTHING again. So pissed off right now. I really don't know anymore laaa. I just wanna sit at a corner and cry...
Honestly, from that 1 mistake, it created havoc. Seriously, I can't believe it..
I seriously don't know what to do now. I don't know what I can do! Her friend already has plans =.='. And now I've got to adjust the original plan to fit her plan?
Fuck me man. I called her late. And apparently was the 5th person to wish her happy birthday. Great! She's definitely pissed off at me. This is showing less initiative! How am I being a good boyfriend to her if I can't do a simple job as to be the first to wish her!?!? God damnit! She's not happy :(. I know it.. I'm seriously hoping tomorrow, will make a difference. Tomorrow, hopefully she'll see me differently... Hopefully she won't think I'm not trying... Hopefully... I really don't want her to be upset... More than she already is...
(This was drafted on 19th of January 2014... I'm not sure why I didn't publish it, but I'm doing it now)
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